My first ever blog whoop whoop! yay me!
Now that that's out of the way....
Indifference.....
When the heart and mind just cant be bothered by whats going on around you. Is it normal? Is it even human? Because as human beings we are shaped by emotion.Of any kind. to just not be bothered is,...a little unnatural isn't it? But lately that's me.
Before now i was always afraid of the uncertainty of the future and not knowing what tomorrow brings but now i just remind myself that i am walking with the God of angel armies and whatever happens is his so that goes away. Once obsessed with keeping tabs on my weight and the latest fashion trends, now female cant be bothered- love my food and clothing is just pretty fabric. I'll live. The best part though, the part of my brain that had me thinking i needed a man to make it all come together? ya we found that nigress a hobby now she cant be bothered either. That doesn't mean i am running around all mad black woman and carrying around a diary full of dirt Nooooo! Just means we (we being me, myself and i) are allowed to wait and be picky and have terms and conditions apply before we accept just anyone into our mind, body and soul.
Normal or not, natural or unnatural, we kinda loving it. Giving us better use for our brains than the usual shoes, bags and boys. Small exception on the shoe part but you get the point,...
till next time xx.
